1) When i don't hear from you all day
2) When i don't feel like i'm your priority
3) When i make you mad or frustrated at me
... and yet i did all of these things to you today... i didn't message you and you're right i didn't want to make a big deal about it but i should have because you are the most important thing in my life and yet i made you feel as though you weren't a priority... Because of these things i made you mad/frustrated at me which is a terrible feeling for you.... and i am just so sorry.
You are right... when we were first dating i did not always make you my priority and i was crazy about working hard and proving myself and putting my dreams first... BUT this crazy thing has happened in the last year and half... i worked super hard and i found it left me nothing but a miserable human being.... i tried to prove myself and i found God say your approval is to be found in me alone.... and finally my dream shifted... you became my dream, you became the absolute most important priority apart from God because you are a gift from God in my life and i made a decision that i would never EVER compromise that at any cost ever again... so i am offering you my apology but also my promise to you that as long as you love me i will do my best to love you better, to put you first so you know you never have to compete with anything, and to serve and look after you... i don't want to frustrate you i want to bring you joy... and im so sorry i didn't do that today.
You are my Prince Charming... and i can never ever convey that enough so i just took a little time to try to show you how much i love you!!! (just in case you can't figure it out, i'm nuts about you)
So our favourite book in the world by our favourite author puts it in exactly the right way:
i love you so much baby... i hope you know how crazy i am about you and that you will never have to compete for my love or time or attention, you are far more important to me than anything else. The thing is babe i dont want to do any of the things i am doing without you... PERIOD. You make it worth doing.
Hope your day was full of sunshine and cupcakes and joy and that you feel my love...
...Miss you LIKE CRAZY...
night.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
